sitting in the silent twilight...

stila newsletter came in the mailbox justnow. and i really really really want those smudge pots. aiyer, i waaannnttt. i have the lip glaze though. it made my lips feels a little bit uncomfortable, but i managed. but i do want those wicked smudge pots. hmm.

notice i changed the layout? a little bit more neat right? easy to read. no beyonce to distract you from reading. bagus kan? he he he

i'm listening to a song called comfortably numb by hafizi. i don't really know him. we met once, coz he's a very good friend of my friend. so my friend sent me the song. it's quite good actually. very melancholic. his friend told me he wrote the song after he broke up with his girlfriend. sad hoorrr?? what's the name of the band again? metropolis 'something' or 'something' metropolis or no 'something' at all. hmm. don't care la.

i miss adi fairuz

a little naive

went out with the two senioritas; sofia and stef. had crabstick in the car. so nice. i had five of em. stef was in her usual exam mood. worrying while being happy at the same time. he he he.

did you guys watched 'til death do us part' today? i didn't. i dont dare too. so depressing la. guy of my affection getting married. and he was so good looking in his wedding suit and his professionaly done hairdo, his eyes. haih!!

i've been reading this girl's blog. and it irks me to the core mannn. i know it's her personal blog and all but you don't have to be too personal right? more like self-pity only. one minute she'll tell the whole world that she's depressed because her boyfriend left her for another girl. then, she said she still love him. next she said it's okay, she's a strong girl. then, depressed again. then wanted to move on. then melancholy mode again. then new life la, what la. dungu gila!

i watched 'thirteen'. it's about this girl who be friended this hippest/wild girl in school. and they started doing stuff like, drugs, booze, sex, body piercings, wild parties. then kantoi, then the girl framed her. plots nye sungguh boleh di-predict. and her attitude adalah sungguh irritating.

Lenny's blog really wakes me up from the deep sleep I was in. I was trying so hard to be the person I am not. I lose my ground for a little while and now I am back in reality. But eventually, I am trying to pack myself up with as much skills as I can. I am thankful with what I can do now with dance compared to myself last year. but putting that aside, I am so far away from the other people. That's okay. I'll get there one day.

cheap haircuts

There was a new hair salon which opened up right across the street from the old established hair cutters' place. They put up a big sign, "WE GIVE SEVEN DOLLAR HAIR CUTS!"

Not to be outdone, the old shop put out their own sign:

"WE FIX SEVEN DOLLAR HAIR CUTS"

So, when I woke up this morning I had a good portion of the weekend off. Then this happened:

Thursday: 5:00 - Midnight
Friday: 8:00 - 4:00
Saturday: 4:00 - Midnight
Sunday: 3:00 - 9:00

Hired for 12 - 24 hours a week, getting 37 hours a week. I like that :)

However, note the only 8 hour break between Thursday night and Friday morning...owwie.

Well, I should be getting some rest, long week ahead (except lazy Wednesday).

Cheers.

start spreadin' the news...

...I'M LEAVIN' TODAY! I WANT TO BE A PART OF IT - NEW YORK, NEW YORK!

yay i'm leaving in about two and a half hours! i'll be visiting new york, new jersey, massachusetts, rhode island, connecticut, and pennsylvania! hopefully i shall find a future college that i like AND will accept me. :(

what totally blows about my trip is that school starts SO EARLY and i've only finished reading their eyes and journaling siddhartha. so DURING my trip :((( i have to do 30 journal entries and read franken & sidd. sheesh!

i'll be back on the 28th so i'll see everyone on the first day of school!! (boo!!!)

btw. does anyone know where i can find a button pin maker? 'cuz jee, mod & i went in search of one and neither joanns nor michaels has one! also. jee took us to eat korean food, and the "tea" was broth, and the "water" was tea! i was lost. gotta love my chinese food! mm mmm good :)

gotta love technology

ok so today during workshop jee, mod, and i set up the refrigerator! there are great magnets mod made and signs we have to keep NONPUBLICATIONERS (aka VIDEOTECH!) out. ha! and after i had lunch at a new japanese curry house next to in n out. it was so good! but kinda expensive. ANYWAY, after i went on a backpack frenzy. i went to tilly's and there were two i wanted, but one looked better but cost $13 more. so since i just couldn't decide..how handy is it that i have a camera phone? now i understand the point of these things! i took a picture of both and sent it to my mom and made her pick for me! yay :)